thursday

for awhile it was cool and the sky was gray with rainclouds, but no rain. may gray and june gloom. the sap drips from the banana flowers, the ants come.


for awhile now, when i buy clothes it is in some form of blue or gray. like an architect, creating something slowly. subconsciously is it something specific i am building? remember that movie, in san francisco, the fog, a green eyed blonde in a gray suit.