august 15

i seem unable to travel without becoming terribly ill.

remission, a distant mirage.

i think about leaving. the sun, perhaps the sun is killing me, how simple it is after all. i think about fog lacing low hills, damp cold grass - early morning.

awful, awful pills, my stomach being torn apart, stitched together again each morning. a hundred days like this.

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