wednesday

christmas eve, watched a giant butter yellow moon rise over the hills.
christmas, trying out traditional cooking, i made beef tenderloin with roasted red & purple potatoes, carrots and rutabagas. the stock-redwine-rosemary sauce turned out very nice.
new years eve, strange day. maybe somehow metaphorical. at the end, had some good zinfandel and thought about life.

my last labs showed impaired kidney function, so i can't start an additional medication until i am retested. it really surprised me, somehow i expected i would know if i was getting worse, that my joints would make me feel it. i am very tired, very often, but have been for the last year really. hopefully the next test will be ok, sometimes these things just come and go.